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Tired February 15, 2008

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

i really feel so tired..

i am breaking down..

do you know ?

i cant breathe..

Blank November 18, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

slept at 4am last nite. woke up at 5.30am to go shh shh… then suddenly felt so sianz….went back to sleep with my 93.3….. slept at mummy’s room. on the floor…very cooling…shiok!

woke up after src called…i didnt pick up.. dont know why they call also..sianz….talk to lena jie on msn for a while before heading back to sleep….

 time…plz stop for a while!!

arhz!!

i cant imagine myself back to that place again…a place where i have no frenz?

 i dont know…

Officially July 15, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, Happy, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

very tired la.

now blogging at somewhere.

feel very tired!!!leg ache. butt ache

posture lazy. heaty. dry mouth. lack of sleep ( i had enough i think)

$ is not everything. health is more important.

i am the most happiest and richest with health. i want to earn more good health and happy face and good look face =)

make me a happy person. i will be happy

cheers!

working with my kaka now. very happy.

Tired June 10, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, Happy, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

slept from 12am to 1am then wake up then slept from 3am to 6.15am

so tired

but i am glad finally the prediction paid off.

almost got the big one.

guess only i know what i am talking about.

why i always get the small and not the big?

is it a blessing in disguise?

perhaps.perhaps.perhaps.

hope for more next time .

=)

Break June 8, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, Happy, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

i didnt expected this.

but it happened

guess this is fate

was supposed to work today. in the morning at serangoon.

but i was too tired.

i slept at 12plus. i woke up in the middle of the night. feeling very warm and itchy at my nose there.

i wanted to take some medicine to make myself sleep better.but i decided to let nature take its course

in the end i woke up at 7.30am

i was not feeling very well.

very tired and xinku.

i called up.but after the 5th call.

then she picked up.

with the “buay song” voice

XXXX: hello?!?!?

Me: XXXX i am not feeling well. i am not goin to work. is it ok

XXXX: oh ok. it is ok. today got locum come.suddenly one.

Me: thoughts ” very good. i also dont feel like working with you even though i need to next time. i will get more sick if i work with you.lucky for me to fall sick at the right time”

Me: oh ok. then it is ok arh?

XXXX: yup. later got locum come

Me: ok. bye bye  Thoughts ” FaXX”

the conversation ended.

i wanted to call up lena 2 times but i decided not to disturb her so i keep on calling XXXX

well. afterall i helped her lots of times and didnt even got a sincere thank you.

this time if she going to gossip. i am going to flare up right in front of them and cancel all work. let them go and find people themselves.

i mean to only XXXX and XXXX. not the other

i can differentiate between fake and real.

a leopard will never change it’s skin “spot”

this kind of AXXXXXX. i dont give a damn.

i am just sorry i cant help out.

but in the afternoon. i going to other place to help.

i better get some sleep.

and rest well.

working as a part timer so tiring now.

as if i am a full timer.

but without benefits.

no meal

no whatever and anything.

so sick of it.

i just feel like cancelling all!

1 year coming though.

got to hang on

bad luck go away!

ps: above only apply to bitches. if you think you are one. carry on.

names mention were being XXXXXXXXX. there are the ones.

not the ones with the whole name mentioned

Tired May 26, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello1

i am tired

and sleepy

haha

work too much le

Sleepless again May 23, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

3 hours only.

catch more later!

ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZ

Sleepless again May 23, 2007

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hello!

3 hours only.

catch more later!

Realisation May 21, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, Happy, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

after yesterday’s mistakes.

i have realised that i really over look the other possibilities.

if not, i would not have anyhow spent the money!

realisation.

i finally slept..

10hours. still feeling the tiredness.

People May 20, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Bad, Happy, sleepless night, Uncategorized.
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hello!

now at somewhere working after i work at one place.

means today i am workng at 2 different places under the same company.

quite tired

but once i came here

i become more tired

i used to love this place a lot

but after somethings that happened lately.

i become more quite and dread to come here.

why?

a place once i am always looking forward to has become a place that i dread coming to.

i still have fond memories of the people and happenings here.

i still love the feeling.

but everything changed.

i almost let my tears flowed down my eyes.

not the time for sophisticated english now.

i am just feeling a surge of emotion running through my whole body.

yesh

i am tired.

a customer asked me what is the average IQ of a human being. he ‘claimed’ he has the highest IQ and is gifted.

well, only ‘gifted’ in the opposite sense will claim that they are gifted.

i am just so sick and tired of people.

myself too

i am not perfect. i demand perfectness from myself. but i tried so hard and could not achieve yet a bit near 100% or 50%

i am still the old me.

naive yet playful.

noisy yet quiet most of the time on the surface.

i am very messy.

my life is messy

the world is messy

maybe that is why. i become so messy .

arh!

messy!

anyone can tell me what to do?

i let a lot people down

my friends

my teachers

my love

a lot

but they always never bothered me much about what happen

they are still good to me.

but is that all fake?

or is it they need something from me still?

am i valuable? not for money at least.

anyway.

the reason i came back to blogging is because i really have no one to talk to. that openly.

i have a very best friend.

but even i cant tell him that.

not because i dont want. it is because, my heart always top me from spreading sadness, in this sense.

i love to talk about happy things most of times and keep all the bad things to myself.

only once in a while i will ‘throw’ out everything.

anyway.

friends.

if you have one. it is enough.

this entry. i hope that i do not offend anyone. i never mention names though. but if you have any issues with me. it is always to talk it our if are sure you are not wrong a bit at all too

i am always open to openess.

always

=)

i still need more sleep.