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Im going back October 28, 2007

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going to book in soon.

i miss my family.

feel so sad.

i just miss them so much.

i feel like crying.

can my family bless me?

i am feeling so vulnerable.

so lost.

so lonely.

i hope i can have the power to move on. to be strong. can god please protect me.

help me….

i will help myself too.


Thoughts October 28, 2007

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i am very happy yesterday night. went out with mummy to junction 8. for so long, finally i went out with her. something for me to remember. i am so happy till i wanna cry. had lots of fun and enjoy a lot.

on the way back. she told me early this year. a new collegue went to the chinese medicine hall to work. she was very rich and she quited after 1 week. she even drove herself to work every day. not long ago, my mum received news that due to depression, she commited suicide. i wanted to cry at that time. i felt so sad for that lady. I also understand what my mum was trying to tell me.

by being the richest person or most successful person in the world, does not garantee you free pass to live long happiness.

i want to happy still. the way i am, the way i am to be.

i love you mummy. =)

Right or left? October 28, 2007

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a fun test which i feel is quite true.

for mine, i feel it is 99.9% true……. what about you?

First, identify yourself as right or left brainperson:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.

Left thumb is below the right thumb: left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.
Look at your hands.

Right arm above left arm: left brain
Left arm above right arm: right brain

Based on 1 and 2 (order important),
below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctly read other’s emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a ‘being protected’ feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightfoward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don’t listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very “anal” as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

Test October 27, 2007

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got pass my ippt next week. else got to stay back till sat morning. sianz!


my pre test, i failed pull up and standing broad jump. why! i was too sick. i hope that is not an excuse for me. but i really do feel i could have done better! i believe in myself. i will pull through it.

sit ups

pull ups

standing broad jump

shuttle run

2.4km run

i will overcome all of you and win!

American’s next top model cycle9 episode6 videos October 26, 2007

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here u go!






this week is quite surprising. another first in the history of antm. which i was expecting it to happen sooner or later.

The Girl Who Gets A Mango

Original Airdate: October 24, 2007

Male model Tyson Beckford surprises the models at the house and gives them a lesson on being a spokesperson. Most pull off an impromptu sales pitch for their teacher, but a few have a hard time concentrating on their task. Later, the girls split into groups and create a public service announcement for a charity. The surprising winner of the challenge stars in a makeup photo shoot directed by singing star Mary J. Blige.

The week’s photo shoot had the girls model with various recyclable materials, as follows:

Model Recyclable Material
Ambreal Newspaper
Bianca Oil
Chantal Shredded Paper
Ebony Bubble Wrap
Heather Aluminum Cans
Jenah Cardboard
Lisa Plastic Bottles
Saleisha Car Parts
Sarah Garbage Bags

Ebony and Ambreal struggle with their shoots, while Heather receives praise for not doing a single shot in profile. At panel, due to their poor performance in the photoshoot, Ebony and Ambreal land in the bottom two, both for the second time. Tyra calls Ebony to receive the last photo. Ebony, however, states that she no longer wishes to participate. She quits, after admonishment and permission from Tyra, and Ambreal is spared from elimination and given another chance to prove herself.

  • Bottom two: Ebony Morgan & Ambreal Williams
  • Eliminated: Ebony Morgan (by personal choice)
  • Featured photographer: Matthew Rolston
  • Special guests: Tyson Beckford, Mary J. Blige
  • CoverGirl of the Week: Heather Kuzmich

Going in October 21, 2007

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time fly so fast. it is the 3rd book in day. means the 3rd week is here.

hopefully all will be good. really.

can i continue to be strong?

can i still continue to talk to you?

i am dreaming…

the fun…

the laughter..

i miss them a lot..

the wonderful life before…

i hope everyone is good in the new life. will my expectations be too high to be met?

only time will tell…

around 650 days more.

i am so lost..

American’s next top model cycle9 episode5 videos October 19, 2007

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here are the antm episode 5. enjoy!!






The Girl Who Is Afraid of Heights

Original Airdate: October 17, 2007

This week, it’s all about posing in the air. The week kicks off with a posing lesson with Vogue expert Benny Ninja who teaches the girls how to pose while in the air by jumping on a trampoline. Ambreal is praised for her natural ability to strike amazing poses, while Heather and Lisa struggle with their awkwardness.

Later, the remaining 10 girls use what they have learned from Benny when they have to pose in the air while being carried up by ice-skaters in a rink for this week’s reward challenge. Lisa wins the challenge, but causes tension when Chantal, Sarah, Bianca, and Ambreal dissaprove.

For the week’s photoshoot, it involves having the girls taking photographs posing as gargoyles on the roof of a high rise building. Bianca and Ebony shocked Mr. Jay, while Jenah, Heather, and Lisa delivered once again. Ambreal struggles with her fear of heights, and Sarah doesn’t know how to work her body.

At panel, most of the girls receive approval from the judges. Though Heather delivered another strong photograph, she was advised that she needed to model her face forwards as well, and not just sideways. Ebony is again criticized for her uptight, in-person appearance, and is told to smile more.

The bottom two is revealed to be Janet and Ambreal. Tyra felt that both girls had such striking features and great personalities, but just couldn’t transfer all of that into their photographs. However, it’s Ambreal’s slightly stronger photos that allows her to remain in the competition for at least another week.

  • Bottom two: Janet Mills and Ambreal Williams
  • Eliminated: Janet Mills
  • Featured photographer: Mike Rosenthal
  • Special guests: Benny Ninja, Danielle Evans, Lloyd Eisler
  • CoverGirl of the Week: Heather Kuzmich

Learning process October 19, 2007

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week 2 i am back

learn quite alot. mentally and physically. but i am not putting it to use just yet.

managed to know more about frenz. to me.. all of them are good.

1 or 2 not very likeable to me. but then . i still enjoy my 2 weeks there so far. nobody is perfect.

that is y this is a place for us to learn to be one small step nearer to be perfect.

i continue my diary again. wrote lots of feelings.

just to summarize.

Swimming lesson was a shit with the ridiculous shoutings and pumpings. but whatever. i dont like the pp.

lessons were great.

pt was great. so far though i am feeling sick in my stomach , i still managed to endure and tell myself that this is all mentally. pull through it and you will be ok. we are having a good life there now. be thankful to all the instructor. so what is they are younger than us. i am not used to the shouting. but this is their job. they are trained. so do we need to be…

thanks to you guys.

fren said i have a bio face. funny . lol. but i admit. i am beginning to have a bio life. i want to be a life saver. medic. i am most interested in life science. medicine and saving lifes.

i am not good at leading. i am a follower and a saver. not a leader. yup. this is me.

we had a fun talk about girlfriends. i admit i used to like older girls last time . with a teacher too. but that is all past and i mistakenlly said i go after girls with bf. that is so wrong.anw. the misunderstanding will be cleared if people get to know mi more. i am harmless. period.

i have a fun and bubbly personality infact. but i only show it in front of frenz i am comfortable with.

well i do have bad days.50% of the time. but then who is perfect? i am not. so let me be. and get used to it =)

anw.. that is all bout it currently..so for all the short forms .

the life is just starting to get interesting only. and tiring .

i am worried though.

Lee Hom and Evan October 15, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Happy, Songs, Uncategorized.
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2 of my favourites

My wish October 14, 2007

Posted by gaiaagul in Happy, Pomy, Uncategorized.
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ok. i have to start my own mobile diary. i have to record whatever that happen . or else i will forget things easily.

i want to have a memorable life.

i settled my mind.

i want to learn medicine and more …

i want to be a good P…

i want to continue my passion for music and singing.

the main 3things in my life. my target.

plus my other passion/hobby–> ultraman

and also to earn more$ and make my family and frenz happy

be a open and confident person.

the first step…