The Last November 30, 2008
Posted by gaiaagul in Uncategorized.1 comment so far
hello!
had a weird dream yest.
i could not forget how i was left behind.
i could not forget how little i felt.
i could not forget how stupid i was.
i could not forget how ………..
i feel it was a mistake….that could nv be changed.
i feel suffocated…i feel like going away…
i dont have anyonw to speak to….
i cant take it anymore…
god…plz take mi away..from this pain…
i am ready…
took medicine..hoping i could just sleep forever..but in the end….i still wake up at the usual time…
gonnna try again…
the last
time..