Ultraman’s life

hello!

soon. all will go. all will have to go.

bro said i am being too emo.

i know i am.

but i just felt lonely . lost. just so sudden.

my msn nick describe my true feelings exactly.

will spent that few hours working just to earn extra money or spent that few hours being with your love ones ?

i choose my love ones.

i miss alot of people.

it took me quite sometime before i could regained myself. my normal self.

my first time sleeping in the living room. i wanted big space.  i dont want to sleep in that tiny room. which could makes me think quite a lot.

being surrounded by 4 walls and ceiling.

i cant help but keep thinking about the happy times.mostly.

i missed it.

all of them

i miss my brother. ( you know who you are)

my mum–> pauline

huishan.huitzy. xueting. my band friends and most poly friends that i have known. anyone.

no one is bad afterall.

we are different. that makes us having lots of topics to talk every now and then. quarrel everynow and then.or else. life would be so boring and meaningless.

i miss my work friends too.

lena.haslinda.sofia.keli.joe.elizabeth.alice.kiahheng.david.huekian.patricia.and all from other outlet.

i am not going in yet.

but i just wanna write it out. as i am prone to forgetting my true feelings.

scary isnt it.

i am forgetful.

i love u all