Ultraman’s life

hello!

yesterday was down with flu/cold?

took fedac and felt so drowsy the whole day. in the end. felt so heaty at my throat area. worried that i might get sorethroat, took lots of leftose (over exaggerated) and rested for quite some time. woke up again this morning, felt worst. throat pain. then saw auntie jie’s message that Chantik never come work due to stomach pain ( reasons not too sure).  wanted to go work but i felt asleep till 10am. woke up and got ready for work. reached work, felt so tired and sick. no mood to talk that much. watch 2 fatties talk and i participate a bit. tried to laugh. but feel so sianz. felt so nausea, wanted to eat fish head curry ( curry only for me) with them but i really wanted to vomit. also was quite pissed at blablabla’s comments. i was being too sensitive and sick. so i over reacted. well. excuse again. i was really sick then. now i am getting better after take propollis lollipop. thanks to blablabla also. else i dont know that it really does help sorethroat. hoping for the best.

tomorrow is stock take day. meow will not be coming though i not sure what/why she needs to come. heckcare. i will do my stuff and keep quiet ( try to ) unless i cant help it and start to disturb people. till auntie jie scold me. then i stop and perhaps cry. and perhaps go home and perhaps, box her!

lol….

i hope my throat will get better la! after june 11 incident. i dare not dont take care le. that experience almost made me ‘die’ and lose my job. had to cancel so many slots. sad….

i am so stressed that i hope my hair dont drop and i am still cute and lovely. ( BHB)

i enjoy working with the ‘aunties’ at unity. they are so lovely and i learnt alot ( bad and good )

from them

SHOCK ME TO DEATH ( with hands placing tightly on my chest)

well.

i am just so irrtitating at work.

hope they will grow to ‘love’(to kill) me more when i disturb them more 

god bless!

and peace!

get well soon!

xiao bai get well soon!

hello!

i didnt realise i have had 2 days without any posts for my blog.

wow. time past really fast. 2 days in a row.

bro called back. he is doing fine.

today is my only off day. i hate tofeel sick during off day.

i got to recover fast.

hope everyone dont fall sick!

hello!

soon. all will go. all will have to go.

bro said i am being too emo.

i know i am.

but i just felt lonely . lost. just so sudden.

my msn nick describe my true feelings exactly.

will spent that few hours working just to earn extra money or spent that few hours being with your love ones ?

i choose my love ones.

i miss alot of people.

it took me quite sometime before i could regained myself. my normal self.

my first time sleeping in the living room. i wanted big space.  i dont want to sleep in that tiny room. which could makes me think quite a lot.

being surrounded by 4 walls and ceiling.

i cant help but keep thinking about the happy times.mostly.

i missed it.

all of them

i miss my brother. ( you know who you are)

my mum–> pauline

huishan.huitzy. xueting. my band friends and most poly friends that i have known. anyone.

no one is bad afterall.

we are different. that makes us having lots of topics to talk every now and then. quarrel everynow and then.or else. life would be so boring and meaningless.

i miss my work friends too.

lena.haslinda.sofia.keli.joe.elizabeth.alice.kiahheng.david.huekian.patricia.and all from other outlet.

i am not going in yet.

but i just wanna write it out. as i am prone to forgetting my true feelings.

scary isnt it.

i am forgetful.

i love u all